Monday, January 16, 2012

I have a bad feeling about this.

December 31, 2011.

Around noon, I take a very pretty girl out for coffee. I took her downtown to The Market, a cafe/shop in Larimer Square. It's trendy - I buy for her and we sit down and talk like old buddies. It never struck me as hard that on the way back to her house, she asked if I was doing anything for New Years. I told her I was probably up to nothing. She told me she'd be all alone and spend another New Years alone.

What really happened was that I took my current girlfriend out downtown to see the fireworks at midnight, which was when I asked her out.

I feel as if I lost my chance to further get to know a wonderful person. She's really sweet and regardless of how one views life, she makes sure they feel at ease around her. Since May when we went to Boulder, or when I had to hold your hand as we walked into an abandoned place like brave explorers, to when I took you sledding for your first time in Colorado and undoubtably all the time I've spent talking to you late into the night, I'll miss you, Kayla. I hope we keep in touch, somehow.

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