Why I'm never doing interviews

If I were to tell a person exactly what would be going through my mind in one minute, there'd be actions, doubts, lack of self-security, random articles of information, typically all resulting in a loss of where I even started. My doctor told me the pills could help, but I found out half the time they're filled with complete BS. So my mind accepted it- I just had to find a way to control my train of thought. And while it never really is under control, I have that  shell. And in that shell is a buffer zone, where I could freely think before something affects me personally.