I feel really alone in the world right now.

It's a harsh sense of the world "independent," but I think I know what people are making a big fuss about.

It's tough. Knowing I'm working a job that has no safety net is scary. Signing up for college and applying for loans on my own is scary. Even knowing most of what I've produced up until today is pointless. Kinda scary. But I guess that's the sheer taste of independence. 

That blissful freethinking that only occurred with a reassurance my parents would be able to pick me up if I failed could only be thought of fondly, but now impractical. 

So here's to a big step out there in the wild. I can only help myself up from here on out.