After going to countless graduation parties, I've realized something important: THEY'RE COMPLETELY USELESS.
In fact, the point of them is confined to family matters and some form of sentimental reason. There's nothing that is in particular interest for me. With that, I'll mindlessly go to the rest of them planned for this year. After that, consider me a hermit.
Today's went pretty well, however. Unfortunately, nothing I planned came out of it. I didn't spend most of the evening enjoying the crisp sunset from across the lake with my dream girl. I didn't jump into the lake to cool off. Instead, I sat there - dead across the fireplace watching the few stars come out, hearing about druglords and dubstep.
Five minutes after and I was already half way home.
For those of you who've been following me for a while, yes, theoretically I DO have a girlfriend. Does she talk to me on a weekly basis or even bother to see me once a month? NO. Can she go out of her way to hang out with me regardless of what her dad (who won't even let her off the premises of her own house without 5 people of her same sex following her) says? NO. I'd say it's a break, but I put it better as a doomed relationship. I'd say something, but she's too busy with her "life".
My stupid, sappy, doomed 17 year-old self has finally gained a head-start.
Here's to a summer full of positive development, stressless endeavors and hopefully, a distribution contract deal for my music. Something has to take off if it's THAT good..
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